Saturday, June 09, 2007

But if i let you go~

I will never know~

What my life would be~

Holding you close to me~

Will I ever see~

You smiling back at me~

How will I know~

If i let you go~

Me talking to Maki "darling where are you now?"
Maki replied "at tampines mall eating."
Me... "huh?! at tempinese mall?! why never come find me?"
maki... "i just finish compy."
me... "then later wanna come look for me?"
maki... "tomorrow got compy at bukit timah. so i'm going back to bukit batok coz from bukit batok to there take bus only abt 10 mins."
me... "... then you not coming to look for me later?"
maki... "i eat finish then call you."
me... "oh... ok... bye bye..."

*feels damn freaking dissapointed*

1 hour later?
Maki called saying he walking home already~ to bukit batok's hse~
my heart sank rock bottom~

seems like i'm not important~
compy is~
the messages i sent him~
have replies of few words~
maybe i'm just trash~
mum~ grandma and aunt are pressuring me loads~
they kept asking me if maki has found a job~
then mum added in saying its already been like 1 year and he still hasn't found a job~ how are you gonna survive like that?

I'm like a rubberband that has been stretched to the limits~
I feel so damn freaking tired~

Darling,
you said that you'd piece and mend back my heart that's in smeethereens~ saying that since its your doing~ you should be the one to mend it back and continue our love story~

but...

Darling, now my heart is in ashes~ how are you gonna put them back... can't you sense the disappointment i had when i talked to you over the phone? haiz~

I have a Dead Heart.

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 11:20:00 pm__


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